Monday, August 2, 2010

bend on the road

grass and trees stretched before us, but all i can see is just un-satisfaction. i could imagine what the past held. i tried to imagine the blue - green tall grass. i always love blue - green. i often sees the sign of fatigue in me, after awhile there was nothing behind us and nothing before us except the love, forgiveness, and feelings of needed. when would the searchlight come? we werenot sure. i told myself, i have been a fool. fool enough not to be able to see. tired out and scratched to pieces, i have decided that i wanna live in peace. but peace is so far, cause the devil is near.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Pecah

Rasanya kok seperti masih mencari kepingan yang hilang? padahal keping itu sudah terlihat, namun masih terasa jauh untuk dijangkau...Rasanya setiap kali saya melangkah, keping itu ditarik seseorang yang lain di ujungnya.

Rasanya seperti campuran minum campuran cuka diberi garam dan bubuk kopi. Perut terasa mual, rasa tajam cuka yang menyengat plus pahitnya kopi (eh,kopi asam dink?)...

Lelah, ingin menyerah, seperti ditarik kedalam perut bumi ketika saya mengulang, mereview, mereka - reka....hmm..yah,kamu tahu apa yang saya maksud.

Saya tahu, Saya seharusnya melupakannya saja, membuang jauh segala pikiran itu, tapi maaf, saya tidak mudah melakukannya, tidak tanpa kamu yang membantu.

Maaf.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars. (Les Brown)

We all know that a drop of rain does not make a summer. But what about a storm, a hurricane?

Hope is the only virtue that makes you sail through even in your worst period of life.

Everything will work out just fine. Let's keep our fingers crossed and hope for the best.

Sometimes, you have to believe that something is possible even when there is some evidence to the contrary.

LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO MAKE ALL THE MISTAKES, SO LEARN FROM OTHERS'...

It's funny, yet so true. How can we afford to make all the mistakes life has to offer, while our time here is short?

Keep believing, Keep pursuing....

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

o,o, siapa dia?

Sekilas memang terlihat lumayan, dengan warna kulit cerah, tapi setelah lama dilihat, mukanya selalu nampak ditekuk, bukan tipe orang yang ceria dan menyenangkan. Bibirnya memang khas, menyiratkan sepertinya ia jarang tersenyum, bahkan pada saat ia tersenyum. Kekerasan hati, dengan gaya yang sok asik. Hiks, maap, bukan menyinggung. Hidup ini sungguh lucu, kenapa yah Tuhan bisa menciptakan guratan wajah seperti itu? ck!

circle-of-life

Play hard. Study hard. Enjoying youth. Have some adventures. Go to university. Find a decent job. Make a great carreer. Save money. Travel around. Get some exposures of life. Find a destiny. Get married. Have kids. Raise kids. Have some deposits. Make good investments. Die with happiness. Remembered by people around us.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

you are...

The one i love

Accross The Universe

The universe is impressive. You just won't believe how vastly, hugely, mind- bogglingly big it is. I mean, you may think it's a long way down the road to the chemist's, but that's just peanuts to space.

Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us.

On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives.

The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader," every saint and sinner, every genius and idiots, every pain and every single breathe of every single human being.

I could never imagine how small we are. How selfish we are. How small we are. How selfish we are.

Across the Universe, there's something beyond our selfishness.